Sunday, July 29, 2012

Emo bullshit

Ugh. I don't know why, but I've been getting more easily depressed for the last couple of weeks. Why? Bugger if I know, or can figure out why. Is it annoying? Fuck. Yes. Is it pissing me off? Yes. The real kicker, though? Last night. I was on Yahoo Messenger, talking with a friend of mine, and I was really freakin' tired. I kept telling her and telling her, but we kept on talking anyway. Well... I wound up blowing up at her, Mark bitched at us both... And I woke up today with the beginnings of a migraine and feeling even more emo.

*sighs* God, I hate it when shit like this happens. Am I just a whiney fatassed loser? Proba- No, I most definitly am. Probably why I don't get people commenting on here, even when I ask, unless I know them from Ghostvillage, or they're a friend. Yeah, I'm bitching at you, Lurker! I know you're reading this, and thinking, 'Oh, she's just whining, she can do soooo much better!' Well, thanks! Your  lack of posting means I don't get feedback on what I can do better on this blog!

Ugh. Yeah, I know I just ranted. Do I care? No. Do I feel better? Yes.

Later, freaks,


Rio Donovoyn said...

Aw, Kitty... I post on your blogs sometimes! You just have to post more so I can do what you ask xD

Seriously, though... It's okay to blow up every once in awhile... It really is. Even if you still have to after journaling or blogging about it.

You know I'll always have an ear to listen to you. You know you can call me whenever you want. I'll listen and try to give you the best advice I can.

Kat Knits! said...

I do need to post more, don't I? Though... Think it's the fact I have more lurkers than comment posters has me thinking no one really cares about what I post.

I know. Still hate when I do, though. Could just be because I hate losing my temper so much.

I know, and I really need to do that.

Rio Donovoyn said...

I care about what you post. You know what? Nobody comments on my post's either. I don't do it for them, I enjoy blogging and don't care what other people say on it.

Kat Knits! said...

I don't blame you. Still, I like the feedback sometimes.

Rio Donovoyn said...

I know... Me too. I'll leave feedback! :D

Kat Knits! said...

I'm holding you to it!

Rio Donovoyn said...


Good. Same with my blog!

Kat Knits! said...